Apa Khabar?

Hello again!!! After a long silence, I have finally decided to resume filling up my cyber emotional canvas. So many things have happened and most of them cannot be shared here. It had been emotionally draining, but I’m glad I didn’t have to go through it alone. My B is heaven sent! His love, patience, understanding and constant reassurance have helped to make the hiatus slightly easier. Mere “I love you” is not enough to describe what I’m feeling for this man. Things have not been easy for both of us; we fought, argued and vented out our anger at each other. But we managed to weather them, triumphant so far. And I think it has only made us stronger. We came out understanding and appreciating each other a lot more, I believe.

I pray God will allow more time for us to be together. There’s still so much that we want to do.

Anyway, I watched Alexandria the other night with my B. It’s almost the typical Indonesian teenage flick material; Beautiful actresses, equally hunky actors, notably good cinematography, etc. The soundtrack is superb, of course, done by none other than Peter Pan (woo-hoo!!!). There’s this one particular song that I really like called “Tak Bisakah”. And I love the lyrics!

Hatiku bimbang dengan tetap pikirkanmu
Selalu-s'lalu dalam hatiku
Kumelangkah sejauh apapun itu
Selalu kau didalam hatiku

Ku berjalan-berjalan memutar waktu
Berharap temukan sisa hatimu
Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
Mengerti kau didalam hatiku

Tak Bisakah kau menungguku
Hingga nanti tetap menunggu
Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku
Menemani dalam hidupku

Ku berjalan-berjalan memutar waktu
Berharap temukan sisa hatimu
Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
Mengerti kau didalam hatiku
Jangan
Kau mencari hidupku
Kemana
Kau tau isi hatiku
Tunggu sejenak aku disitu
Jalanku jalan menemukanmu

Tak Bisakah kau menungguku
Hingga nanti tetap menunggu
Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku
Menemani dalam hidupku

Seriously, there’s something about Ariel’s voice that’s made the song sounds oh! So sexy!!! (NOTE: Baby, I still think you’re the sexiest man ever!!!).

So, if you have nothing to do over the weekend, go grab Alexandria’s vcd. No brainer, entertaining, good songs, beautiful faces. Don’t expect too much and the movie shall serve its purpose.

(By the way, I have the vcd if anyone nak pinjam…hahahaha!!)